18.5.09

Decisions, sky, petals,

look, baby,
it's time we made a decision,
no, baby, no,
you know how i love you, much,
but this clear blue sky we travel in was bound to have a storm,
fallen petals on the ground lay scattered, yet to be found,
just like your love for her,
don't, baby,
but don't deny your desire for her,
it breaks me to see you starre so longingly.

we look to the sky for answers
on our broken ties that we failed to fix
not failed per say, more like neglected
but it's all the same thing in the end
we're done for

the petals fall to the ground, they scatter
get blown away by the wind, but we don't mind
it's almost a symbol of what is to come
and it's scares us but that's what it's like
it's terrifying

we have to make this decision right now
shall we continue living a lie? or shall we
painfully live happily? it's a sad truth that you can
only choose one, so i choose to save myself
without you.