Under, Dime, Lie

i've been living life under the surface;
unsure,
afraid,
that if i surface,
all will be lost.
toss the dime: heads or tails,
doesn't even matter;
no matter the outcome, we both
still don't care. no thoughts
for whether our decisions are worth it,
or even right.
this is all a big lie, but i can't bear to tell the truth.
because the truth is all just a
big
fat
joke.

under the meadow of hope,
there are tress swaying back and forth,
but then why,
is your lie rubbing up against my spine,
making me shiver and cry,
why is your smile,
haunting me and all i see behind my closed windows,
you dont cost a dime, not worth it,
a total crime,
but ive fallen for a cracked pavement.

ZINGZING

Is what Son -Sunny- and i have come up with. I'm sorry i haven't updated in ages but SuZen convinced me to (: So, back to the topic at hand. It's an instant writers blog cure (: Three random words. Make a random poem. ZING! You got it. Example :

shoes, impulse, shot

The moonless sky is a lie,
Just like ths ound of the crunch of gravel under my shoe,
I try,
To become un wounded and heal,
Maybe just another shot,
Will help,
Maybe just another impulse of decision,
Would give adreline to my life,
Where everything isn't as it seems and i escape to demons to redeem,
What is lost.

crunching of gravel under shoes,
telltales signs of life in this town,
hush, child, don't speak out,
they'll find you.

swallow the impulse, choke it down,
don't listen to it; it speaks lies
look into my eyes, they speak
the truth; you won't find it anywhere else.

listen to the shot ring out; listen
as the sharp sound lingers in your
ears; it'll remain there forever
haunting you through your li-


Green is Sunnies' ((:: I shall post them, here (: GO 3 RANDOM WORDS!