unsure,
afraid,
that if i surface,
all will be lost.
toss the dime: heads or tails,
doesn't even matter;
no matter the outcome, we both
still don't care. no thoughts
for whether our decisions are worth it,
or even right.
this is all a big lie, but i can't bear to tell the truth.
because the truth is all just a
big
fat
joke.
under the meadow of hope,
there are tress swaying back and forth,
but then why,
is your lie rubbing up against my spine,
making me shiver and cry,
why is your smile,
haunting me and all i see behind my closed windows,
you dont cost a dime, not worth it,
a total crime,
but ive fallen for a cracked pavement.
there are tress swaying back and forth,
but then why,
is your lie rubbing up against my spine,
making me shiver and cry,
why is your smile,
haunting me and all i see behind my closed windows,
you dont cost a dime, not worth it,
a total crime,
but ive fallen for a cracked pavement.