14.5.09

Thunder, Parachute, Emerge

from this parachute,
i've been hiding under,
for so long,
like a fly trapped,
i begin to emerge,
and try to regain,
myself and find,
what i can find from within inside,
but it all gets ruined and i have to hide,
again,
because thunder's still here.

what is this feeling
it's making me shake all over
i can't face it anymore
emerge from my cocoon,
now i'm a butterfly
parachute into the white waters
this is risky and scary
i love every minute of it
the feeling of being able to,
die any minute now
the thunder is turning my head
inside out breathing shallow
do you feel my heart beating?
it's beating for you,
everything' s for you