for him

you didn't mess up my life. you brought a little more knowledge into it, more thoughts stumbling through a dusted window of always wonder. you gave me that secret smile when i was down if i thought about things you said. of course, though, there was pain. there is always pain & the pain you brought was bittersweet. you filled my thoughts when they lead no where. made me hope & believe once more. you drove my heart in overdrive of a broken stutter. moments with you are best. so, no, you didn't mess my life up completely. you just made a beautiful mess which i don't regret even through the tears shed. it was temporary madness that cooled down. after all, everything happens for a reason and i still want you part of me.