Splatter, ransom, tied

tied back-to-back with the faceless ectasy,
spin me around, higher, higher till i can't touch the ground,
bend over to look closer to the splatter that is your life,
left, right, right, left, there is no why,
just cry, bitch, cry,
to your every question there is a ransom,
like begging for your love, it's damm hard to get through your steel wall,
oh, well,
here, watch it as i take a bomb and make it fall.

Sunnies is at her LJ d:

Decisions, sky, petals,

look, baby,
it's time we made a decision,
no, baby, no,
you know how i love you, much,
but this clear blue sky we travel in was bound to have a storm,
fallen petals on the ground lay scattered, yet to be found,
just like your love for her,
don't, baby,
but don't deny your desire for her,
it breaks me to see you starre so longingly.

we look to the sky for answers
on our broken ties that we failed to fix
not failed per say, more like neglected
but it's all the same thing in the end
we're done for

the petals fall to the ground, they scatter
get blown away by the wind, but we don't mind
it's almost a symbol of what is to come
and it's scares us but that's what it's like
it's terrifying

we have to make this decision right now
shall we continue living a lie? or shall we
painfully live happily? it's a sad truth that you can
only choose one, so i choose to save myself
without you.

thin, hang, colour

as a puppet,
you spring to life,
under the control,
you hang limp,
no idea of your own,
choices,
cry the black color,
of pain because,
you fell under the spell,
and your so fragile,
so thin,
if i take a matchstick and light it up your wooden heart,
would it catch fire?

you ever wonder why i hang this veil of akward words
between us,
it may be thin and translucent but it's still there
around us,
yearbook voted most likely to end up together,
not us.

Rainbow, soot, candle

look across,
the sky,
to the beautiful part of life,
light a candle,
with the flame flickering,
so bright,
come inside,
the black soot of regret,
and step back out of the river,
because it's not what you want.

pick apart the rainbow mosaic
made of all the half-truths, lies and scandals
that we've all ever told
soothe yourself, revel in the knowledge
of all i've ever done wrong
light a candle in remembrance
of all that i've ever lost
watch the soot as it falls from
our tortured souls to be
forgotten.

Thunder, Parachute, Emerge

from this parachute,
i've been hiding under,
for so long,
like a fly trapped,
i begin to emerge,
and try to regain,
myself and find,
what i can find from within inside,
but it all gets ruined and i have to hide,
again,
because thunder's still here.

what is this feeling
it's making me shake all over
i can't face it anymore
emerge from my cocoon,
now i'm a butterfly
parachute into the white waters
this is risky and scary
i love every minute of it
the feeling of being able to,
die any minute now
the thunder is turning my head
inside out breathing shallow
do you feel my heart beating?
it's beating for you,
everything' s for you